The way you make me feel

Here are some pics of how John and I are surviving another newborn...



I had a perfectly lovely night last night. After the girls went to bed, John went outside to "tinker" (change his motorcycle's air filter). I sat in Ammon's room and held him until he got tired. But instead of putting him in his crib to fall asleep, I kept holding him. Then I didn't want to put him down :) I was listening to a Paul Cardall CD that I LOVE and listened to a lot when I was incarcerated (in the hospital on bed rest). It is so weird to think that was almost six months ago. I was pregnant, my water was broken and my baby wasn't big enough to survive if I delivered. The music was so peaceful and reminded me of the peace I felt in that hospital room. Now, I was sitting in my own home, miraculously holding a baby that might not have been. I wonder where we will be six months from now. I hope I am still listening to Paul Cardall and holding my baby :)